Dear Friends~
I've come to the conclusion (as of late) that I don't deal with that change thing too well...you know, the break from the usual routine. All of the sudden, I feel like the earth has moved from under me and there is a change of scenery all around. I found out this week that the world is not going to slow down and wait for me to catch up. Yeah, I know, I'm a little slow and no one told me. It does not listen when I say, "I need a minute to catch up...figure things out, take my time..". Yeah, I kinda thought I had control of my own little corner of the world...safely tucked in suburbia, raisin' kids, doing the mundane, not bothering anyone and minding my own business....well, minutes turn into hours, and hours into days...and, well, you know the rest. The kids do this thing called, "getting older". I told them to stop growing so fast, but did they listen? Nooooo.. And guess what?
On top of all that...letting my babies go out into the world alone and all...I return to a person I don't recognize in the mirror. This person has started to grow white hair at her temples. I dont know who the heck she is...is she my mother? no, she is ME. Yikes. So, I guess it's time for me to do that "adjust" kind of thing that I resist so much. Such a nasty, nasty thing.
So, I finally wrestled with my resistant mind and did a few journal pages yesterday. It's time for me to re-focus and get my groove back. Time for a change in my usual art routine to coincide with the change in my life routine....and certainly time to do something about those "white hairs"....I have some hair dye somewhere around here and I know how to use it.
Peace out, talk soon, the soon to be "new improved" version of the old Art junk Girl.
xo Lia

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